what does it take to get a drink in this place?

band of horses - Monsters

2009-12-15T06:58:14Z

Fucking Christ. Good song... I made a mask today during a visit with Sabrina. I'm going to lamenate it and give 'er to my sister for christmas as it is tiny tiny and fits funny. The eyes inside the holes are compliments of Sabrina's kick ass Poccahontas bed sheet which just so happened to have wolf-esque eyes in the exact same colors as my mask. way too convient.

It took my mind off him for awhile but my heart is seriously drained of all my love right now it's killing me. What an idiot. Guys are so stupid. HIS show is on Saturday... I'm going to be the most helpful person ever and tell him the next day we need some time apart so he can fuck off and grow up a little bit. Mother fuckers, I tells ya.

^^ Izz mask.

to be a song...

2009-10-06T08:22:15Z

I wish a was a song. Then so long as people learned me I'd stay alive forever.

elements of design...

2009-09-22T09:06:53Z

attempts at securing part time job: futile.

Indigo emailed me asking to send them my available times and apparently they're going to contact me sometime or some crap. I really hope I get that one though...

Today Sunglass Hut at the Eaton's center contacted me about an interview, and then told me to do a survey that scared me shitless. It was really corporate and personal... one question, i swear, was "True or False: If you could live your life over again you would certainly do things differently".... what the fuck? And then it was making sure I was a consumer and it really just fucked with my head. All sales positions are them really wanting you to be a manufactured seller blab blah stocks blah blah money blah scared blah.

Anyway. School is going pretty well except TWO of my classes got cancelled this week, likeohmygawd. And I'm not sure I want to invest my time into the full-time 3 year Graphic Design program because, well, yeah. FUCKing school.

I've decided to encorporate something I did in class. Learning is power!

woohoo! Dat dress was NAWT green before! The skin color is a little wonky but I made an extra layer for blush which I thought was a good move. Good move Gabie. Thanks.

Other than that, things are good. Working on shmazzing up the pad and thinking about what the fuck I want out of life. Oh distractions. Oh easily amused.

Details of the War.

2009-08-30T08:30:29Z

Oh time, you are a mighty fine flyer.

this is my battle wound from sneaking into Blink 182. I feel it getting colder outside and I am decently scared for this next year. What's my age again?

Tours, Sewers, Clue-ers.

2009-08-09T20:32:52Z

The boy left for his 3 week tour yesterday. Which feels like a week ago... oddly enough. They are almost in Thunder Bay right now. It's awesome, he keeps posting photos from his high tech blackberry machine everywhere they stop in varying cities... i feel like I'm there with them though fortunatley (and unfortunatley) im not. 'Cause they smell.

I went to Cutting Edge last weekend and lost my camera. Luckily not my nice one, but it was an easy to carry around takes good pictures and was cheap camera that had all my memories from that weekend. So fuck that. Fucking music festivals are like vaccums for things... including virginity. (Gabie what are you talking about?)

I am planning to get my tattoo in the next week or two... if anyone has any suggestions for artists I have 300 dollars and a dream! I'd like to pay as less as possible but obviously tattoos that are done well can be a little pricy. Hmm... Mark also might be getting me a job as an extra of Scott Pilgrim which is being filmed in Toronto as the comic book is set in Toronto. So fuck you guys, Toronto rules and I want to get paid for SOMETHING. I really need a job.. .again, suggesitons?

I am also selling my dining room table and buying some office furniture for what will be my office or work-den-thing while I am in school this year... plans to move: Next Spring. Want a house, Have no friends. Blah blah blah.

Blink 182 on the 23rd YEAUH .... lets see if I can find an appropriate photo to post...

this is me eating a giant ice cream cone in Egypt. Sweet.

Oh yeah, tonight I'm going to a party that is "Boss" themed.. .aka be your own boss party. I'm stoked, and so are YOU!

updates are cool

2009-07-27T06:51:09Z

There are many things I told myself I would do when I got back to Toronto... none of which I have implemented yet (save for signing up for college... that's going to be sweet.)

Ah shit. I feel like every time I think I've written all the things I have to do down, 10 more come up and I don't write them down and then I forget and I don't do them. Ugh!

The only thing I can do right is spend money I don't have on stupid crap. I'm lame.

Anyway. Egypt was fantastic! So far away, so different, such a good culture with some definite unfortunate parts. I feel very lucky to be living in Toronto... but, I mean I got a tan for the first time ever quite possibly so that was nice. Swam in the red sea, horseback rode directly next to the pyramids, smoked egyptian hash and went to a crazy bazaar and a crazy mosque! I will post photos... one day.

Unpacking is harder than packing sometimes. It's like I want to make this my home but I'm also thinking about moving... in the words of Conor Obrest "my mind races with all my longings, but can't keep up with what I got."

Bah. This is going to be a crazy year, to say the least.

Your music is heartless!

2009-05-21T07:40:15Z

Ha- Take that.

So it's my birthday in two days. Pretty fucking cool.

Today we saw Lights. Not playing her music but standing in a bar. She was wearing a cool shirt. It was pretty fucking cool.

I want to play a big game of soccer for my birthday. If anyone in Toronto is interested, it will probably be in a local park around 10:30 Saturday night. We will be drunk.

I hope someone gets hurt. But not fatally cause thats just mean.

Over the top festival has just commenced in Tdot and I will be seeing this trippy looking movie tomorrow night:

Michel Gondry here I come!!

In other news. Boys are retarded. Grow up.. actually don't because then you'll just be bitter horny old men. haha you're fucked!

Everryyone is a DJ!

2009-05-10T18:41:12Z

So last night i played a 20 minute set of music to a large group of 30somethings. It was pretty cool, despite being really nervous. Best of both worlds right as I love music and people. Even though the only compliment i got was for the guy that went on before me. That was stupid.

It was also decently stupid that my good friends were 100% not supportive what so ever. But hey, why would i expect them to even try to support me in something I wanted to do, right? I'm not the cool one. Oh and my boyfriend being a dick was a equally pleasent. God, i love putting myself out there.

Ha-ha-ha...

But yeah, Today is Mother's day. So I will post what i just sent my mom via email for her pre-mothers day gift. When she arrives here in a week or two for my birthday I will have the following photo framed, it was taken in High Park as the cherry blossom trees are now in full bloomage! I took it alone cause i went back by myself to get in a good picture for my mom's present. Embarassing. I looked like Major Tool of the Tool army but hey it paid off with the sound of my mothers smile lines increasing from 30,000 miles away!!

it's funny because i was forcing myself to smile and actually look pleasent. Jesus, SUCH a homo.

grrr

2009-04-30T06:47:41Z

and when we meet again, introduced as friends

please don't let on that you knew me when i was hungry and it was your world.

....fuuuuuck

I had opinions that didn't matter

2009-04-22T21:03:56Z

I had a brain that felt like pancake batter

Here is me after a Graffiti Party. . . one of the cooler things that i've ever let a man do to my backside

and that is Mark in the background... loving Kubrick.

see my tailor? he's called simon.

2009-04-13T18:14:46Z

Friday was a massive success. We're talking massive. We only made like.... 200 dollars, but that is a profit at least! thank god. The venue looked amazing, I don't know how many photos i got, and i Definitley didnt get enough of the summer room which actually took the most time. Whatever. It was incredible.

I will show you the flyer I made for it, that will make up for the lack of magic:

Yeah i'm fucking awesome. In other news, this is my first week of my "Summer break" i guess, still don't know what I'm doing next year. But i will figure that out.

I really want to find a musical therapy program in the city that doesn't only cater to children with autisim, downs syndrome, cancer or coke addicts. Harder than it would seem. . . . hmmm

Bella Donna and the Queen of Everything Living

2009-04-09T07:49:46Z

Four Seasons party tomorrow everyone. This one is gonna be fuckin big! Big and amazing and BIG AND amaZING

I'm excited.

I also saw Japanther on Sunday, Phil Allister and Run with the Kittens (and The Expos.... But i don't even want to talk about that) on Saturday and attended the world of Drum n Bass party on Friday. So it was a musical weekend. And every event was wonderful, though I'd have to say, Japanther stole my heart. I literally totally fell in love, and wanted to marry them both right there. Please check them out if you don't know who they are, they bring back your soul, you know?

kind of like this:

mar

2009-04-01T16:50:12Z

birthday parties good. well more like birthday party... what i opted to do instead of birthday party #1 sucked. because people suck.

suckers.

birthday fevah

2009-03-25T04:59:34Z

i am going to TWO birthday parties this weekend.

for twooo fabulous femme fatales... I need to get my butt out and present it up..

dear farrah (yellow___bird ) i need a date to your party!!! I am too socially anxious to go alone, plus i don't know where to go, but we will have to figure that out.

in other news,

whatEVER will i wear?!

Stupid

2009-03-10T23:42:00Z

Today i bought expensive pasta... 20 bucks for 4 pieces of what better be the best canneloni ive ever tasted....

i dont wanna talk about it.

Hahah

2009-03-10T00:08:42Z

Updating LJ is funny because you can look at stuff and be like 'at the time i had no idea how that was going to work out but now it's already happened so its funny seeing what i thought of it beforehand'

the airplane hanger got broken up by the "Peel Regional Police" who are apparently a big deal (or at least think they are) cause dey was actin like dicks. big dicks. the scary kind//the kind i am allowed to ridicule because they put some of mah fryendz in the drunk tank and one grabbed me forcefully by the backpack, which caused me to flip some balls. And, of course the swat team! (completley necessary for a concert with a bunch of bored kids right?)

gross. why do they feel its necessary to bring novelty sized cans of mace? Who the fuck is going to have to be maced, seriously.

This week is beginning rather messy, as my appartment is really fucking messy. But i'm cleaning it before i leave for California on Saturday. Which i am S O doing thank god.

even though it is getting pretty o u t s i d e:

Home made hummus?

2009-03-06T20:40:59Z

Hmm... so i tried making hummus today, because i really wanted hummus but didn't really want to buy hummus if you know what i mean. I'm not 100% sure how it worked out yet because i've left it cool but when i tasted it warm it tasted mainly like tahnini which is... imagine peanut butter, but made out of seasame seeds... that's what it tastes like. So i don't know folks, it's up to the refridgerator. if it's bad i'll be really temped not to eat it and throw it out all out because bad hummus sounds baddddd but i'll probably end up eating it anyway and/or forcing it down unsuspecting friends' throats, so for their sake and mine i hope it turns out well.

In other news, I'm going to a party in an airplane hangar tonight with kegs and byob and stuff, some rich kid owns a helicopter, i'm decently pumped i suppose but I puked my guts out on Thursday due to unknown stomach bug and and worried about drinking too much tonight in case... well i dunno i don't usually puke from booze. Still, thursday was horrible. I haven't felt like that in FOREVER. Luckily. It made me miss my field trip to the Distillery district which also sucks.

Me and matt are making our Doritos commerical next week. It's probably going to win. It's also god spankingly gawgeeous outside. Please go enjoy it.

Garfield minus Garfield

2009-02-27T08:24:53Z

Yeah. So i posted that comic (which is this website that removes Garfield from the Garfield comics cause it makes Jon look fucking insane hahah) and then i read over my dear ol' LJ and was totally thinking about how i never write anymore. So now I'm writing this and also damn fucking exhausted and woah, it's 3:21am... 321... fuck off!

Damn maybe i should make a wish.. oh too late now.

But that's ok, I don't really have anything to say right now except i hope to update you more so in the future. And that I really have to go to sleep right now, I haven't gone to school in two days because im slightly depressed but i can't fail this course cause that would suck...

So sleepy.

Pretty Much...

2009-02-27T07:37:20Z

justanothefreak @ 2009-02-17T09:47:00

2009-02-17T14:47:50Z

Hole-ee FUCK I'm tired.

She left me on Fridaayy and ruined my Weekend!

2009-01-30T18:31:08Z

Hahaha. Yeah, Good old Kiss 92 promo...

But really.

"OoOOOO-AAAHHH It's FRIIIIDAYYY" which means next to nothing to me as I've been off school all week mofo. And when I get back I only have one course until April mofo and then I'm ready to get a job and apply to things.... damn.

Really this entry is a rant about how I've been having issues living by myself. I haven't personally done my own laundry once since I've been here because i'd have to get like 16 quarters (probably more now as I have like 100 loads built up) and there are really snooty bitchy people in my building.... I'm sure I can figure it out, as this next semester is the semester where I'm gonna be clean and tidy or whatever.

Trust me I can do it, but for the most part it's just me here, and for the most part, a little mess doesn't bother me... But it escalades to a very large mess very quickly, which is why I'm totally down with cleaning up.

Ah boo-hoo poor Gabie can't do chores.

STFU... I'm going to go take a shower, do the dishes and the living room tidying tonight... Save the dirty laundry for Monday as I have a friggen crazy weekend coming up.
SHazam,

the tyger

2008-12-08T08:03:06Z

When the stars threw down their spears,
And watered heaven with their tears,
Did he smile his work to see?
Did he who made the Lamb make thee?

Tyger! Tyger! burning bright
In the forests of the night,
What immortal hand or eye
Dare frame thy fearful symmetry?

On Innocence...

2008-08-22T17:48:44Z

One time, when i was like 10
We had these tooth brushes with suction cups on the bottom of them

And i was mad at my brother So I thought i'd get back at him by sticking his toothbrush to the ceiling
But then i saw these pictures my mom took of him when he was a baby.. the first one is him with a full cake smiling
The second is him with his hands in the cake smiling

and the third is him with the cake all over his face, cake destroyed, screaming.

Upon looking at them I almost cried and couldn't follow through with the plan.

And yea, it's more or less been like this for awhile now.

As of Right Now..

2008-07-06T10:25:24Z

I really want a haircut?
I love someone very much... and some other people, just as much...

I'm a little apprehensive.... About many things...
I want to drain myself out completely.. I want be empty for a week so I can be full for a month.

I want New & Old
Early morning & Late at night *~*~

I never want to sleep again. I think I miss too much by sleeping in.

To finish off with a story...... So I woke up fucked yesterday (Jager + Strongbow + Tequila = Not a good idea) and went to Caledonia Burger with Matt because apparently fast food helps. I wasted an entire burger and fries which I wanted so badly. Really. And the second Matt drove off after dropping me off at home, my front door opened and my Stepmom, my Five year old sister and my Four year old brother and two babysitters watched me puke all over my porch.

...Aw ye....

Sugar, Spice, Everything nice....

2008-06-25T16:21:58Z

I dont know if this should be up on livejournal due to the nature of it's... origin
But girls are really fucking twisted.
"But Gabie, aren't you a girl?"

Yea but i feel more like either a really outdated girl, or disgrace to our gender because i can't seem to think fast enough to find ways to entirely manipulate guys, other girls, parents into doing what i want...
And some girls, have practice, some manipulation is graceful... some manipulation is even asked for, begged for, needed

But sometimes.. when some girls do it
It's the most disgusting display of human nature.

You should be ashamed... you're gross.
"Who are you to talk?"

I dont know, but with the exception of things i've done when i was like fourteen or fifteen, i don't think i'd ever do something like this to somebody.

"Vague much?"
Whatever, i just need a place to talk it out.